Backwards?

Is right the new left? Have you ever felt completely out of sync? With everything feeling un-natural?  I know I have, with even the simplest activities. Everything feels backward or foreign sometimes, and I have no idea why.

Take today for instance, I drove to the shops. An everyday activity, yet it felt completley forregin. I got in the car, and almost felt as if I didn’t know how to drive, which is worrying. More so I had to think for a moment how to start the car, once I got over the invariable mindscrewing that caused, I then couldnt figure out my route, so I resorted to getting out of the car and walking. Either it wasn’t enough sleep, or something else, but it’s really unusual, and downright worrying. Ok it wasnt essential stuff I needed to get, just milk etc, but what if it was?

Weirdly this isn’t the first time something like this has happened, I was eating, picked up the fork, and then thought “This doesen’t feel right” so I swapped hands, and it still didn’t feel right, eventually I clicked and worked out how I ate, but I can even remember doing this as a child, wanting to “run” to the bus stop, and then completley forgetting how to run. Honestly, I couldn’t work out how to run. I tried, flapped and failed. Why is it my brain decides to randomly wipe out things? Ever started a new job and not known how you do things, waiting for help or asking someone for help? thats how I felt. I really don’t know what on earth is going on…

I can’t be the only one surley, but it does concern me. Thoughts?

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